#66 Very old on my death bed

If I was very old and on my death bed the advice I'd give my family is to stay close to one another and take care of each other. I'd let them know how important they are to me before I pass. And I would tell my son to take care of his brother. I would laugh and make jokes with the family too, just because they know I have a good sense of humor. I would tell my uncle to throw a pint of Remy Martin in my casket so I could drink it in my after life. My mom probably will already be dead, so I can't wait to see her again. I would have my lawyer read my will to my family before I died to see how my family would act. I would be kinda sad, but If I was very old I'd probably be ready to die. But I don't really know what I'd say to my family I might just tell them all to go to he**!

# 39 A place I never been, But always wanted to go

I been told all people come from Africa when I was little. I don't know If that's true, but everytime you see a commercial about the poverty in Africa, mostly you see black people. I always wanted to go there as a child. In my own lil world, Africa is kinda like the mother land in my mind. I remember back in middle schools we use to study Africa. The scenenery is so beautiful and not to mention the variety of wild life that comes from Africa. Besides, Lions are my favorite animals and that's where they come from. The only thing I don't understand is, how Africa is so nice, but has so many flaws. Half the people is infected with HIV and AIDS. But if there was something I could do to help believe me I would. I have plans on traveling there in my future after my career. Maybe one day I can start a charity to help some of those people out because after all, those are my ancestors. And after I've helped many people as I can there, I'll eventually go back with my family on a vacation. Africa's a nice place it just depends on what part I visit but the day I finally make it over there, It'll be an experience I'll never forget! After all, I am African American so I at least have to pay the people a visit someday!!!

# 37 Physical Trait I would of changed in J.High

Now the main thing If I could of changed in junior high, would be my height. I was a short little dude. I was a basketball player and everything, but I seemed to never grow. All my family and friends made fun of me because my little brother is way taller than me. Back then, that was embarrising, but it wasn't anything I could do about it. Even till this day, I'm still short, even though I'm taller than I use to be back then. I guess some people are meant to be short. I remember when I use to wear Timberland boots all year round justb to seem taller. That use to be funny because itbe summer and people would ask me, Marty why do you have on boots. I'd make up some stupid excuse, but the ones that knew me already knownthe answer. But after being short my entire life I learned to take advantage of it. I make my little bro regret being taller. If I thought something was to high for me to reach, I'd call him knowing I could reach it. I just wanted to work him, yeah pay back for being taller than your big bro! But seriously, in my younger days I thought being short for my age was a big deal, but now I see that it's not that serious because I'm only as big as I feel.

#34 The worst date of my life

This was a while back when I was a youngin. I had a crush on this pretty ladie my mom use to be friends with. She had about 6 kids but I didn't care because she was so nice to me and at the time I didn't have my son. So we dated without anyone knowing for a couple months. I was only only 17 and she was 36. Everything was cool between us until she started getting jealous of me. The main thing I regret is not taking our age difference serious because she was way to old for me, but she said I acted mature for my age so she gave me a chance. Well after time passed I got to see the real person she was. I did everything I possibly can for this lady but afer awhile I think she started to take me for granted. She seemed mored interested in what I could do for her than the things that was more important. Then one night we went out together and she acted a fool. Now when I say that, I mean, she showed me who she really was. She was so drunk she left me at the club and went home with one of her other friends. I felt stupid because my mom warned me of how she was, but I was young so I thought No risk , No reward. But shes the one who regret it because I was good to her, I even helped take care of her kids. I was there for her no matter what, but she played herself if you ask me. I conversate with her every now and then, but not really anymore because I'm grown now and I'm not letting any female take advantage of me. So I can honestly say she was the worst date I ever had in my life, hopefully I never run into another person like her!!!!!!!!